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Jag sa ju att det inte var n\u00e5n risk att det skulle komma ig\u00e5ng ig\u00e5r, och det gjorde det typ inte heller, men jag kan s\u00e4ga att runt kl 3 i natt var jag inte lika s\u00e4ker. Kl 03:26, n\u00e4rmare best\u00e4mt.<\/p>\n

Jag fick en ytterst blygsam liten bl\u00f6dning precis innan vi la oss, och jag har ju l\u00e4st att f\u00f6rlossningen kan starta s\u00e5. Kl 03:26 var jag fortfarande klarvaken. D\u00e5 hade jag haft el\u00e4ndiga f\u00f6rv\u00e4rkar sen kl 22 s\u00e5 ofta att det var st\u00f6rt om\u00f6jligt att hinna sova mellan dem. Jag b\u00f6rjade t\u00e4nka att jag inbillade mig, att det var n\u00e5t som var fel, f\u00f6r jag har aldrig haft S\u00c5 ont av dem tidigare och upplevde inte riktigt att jag fick n\u00e5n vila alls s\u00e5 jag b\u00f6rjade klocka dem. Systematiskt 3 minuters vila var det, tydligen. Jag gick upp, jag gjorde sm\u00f6rg\u00e5sar, bl\u00e4ddrade igenom hela facebook, tog en l\u00e5ng varmdusch, och b\u00f6rjade fram\u00e5t 04:30 desperat leta efter TENS-apparaten som inte stod att finna n\u00e5gonstans. S\u00e5 jag gick upp och v\u00e4ckte Bj\u00f6rn.<\/p>\n

”Var \u00e4r TENS-grejen?”<\/p>\n

”Va?”<\/p>\n

En ny v\u00e4rk, eller vad det nu var, br\u00e4nde \u00f6ver ryggen.<\/p>\n

”TENS. Var. \u00c4r. Den.”<\/p>\n

”Jag vet inte. Beh\u00f6ver du den nu? Har du ont?”<\/p>\n

”Aj.”<\/p>\n

”Stackare. Har du foglossning?”<\/p>\n

”Neeeeeej….”<\/p>\n

Han gick ner och letade, hittade den bakom soffan och satte sig ner med mig \u2014 som just d\u00e5 inte hade ont.<\/p>\n

”Tack, du kan g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga dig igen nu om du vill, nu har jag n\u00e5t att g\u00f6ra.”<\/p>\n

”Jag k\u00e4nner mig som en skitst\u00f6vel som g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger sig n\u00e4r du m\u00e5r s\u00e5h\u00e4r… Du m\u00e5ste LOVA att v\u00e4cka mig om det finns n\u00e5nting, n\u00e5nting alls, som jag kan g\u00f6ra!”<\/p>\n

Han gick upp, jag fipplade med apparaten, fick inte ig\u00e5ng den och la mig ner i utmattning. D\u00e5 ebbade v\u00e4rkarna ut, och 05:21 blev det stilla.<\/p>\n

Jag ringde f\u00f6rlossningen i f\u00f6rmiddags f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 h\u00f6ra att allt var normalt och det var det. Det kan dr\u00f6ja ett par dagar till, sa hon. Tack, sa jag.<\/p>\n

Pl\u00f6tsligt \u00e4r det inte l\u00e4ngre ok att f\u00f6rlossningsv\u00e4skan fortfarande inte \u00e4r f\u00e4rdigpackad, att pappret med min blodgrupp f\u00f6rsvunnit i flytten eller att jag fortfarande inte skaffat amnings-bh eller -linne.<\/p>\n

Det blev konkret, jag har inte l\u00e4ngre all tid i v\u00e4rlden, och idag har varit en sjukligt seg dag. Jag vill helst inte k\u00f6ra bil heller, man vet aldrig, det kan bli en mardr\u00f6m. Jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd att n\u00e4sta natt ska bli likadan, s\u00e5 jag har sovit s\u00e5 mycket det g\u00e5tt, dvs inte j\u00e4ttemycket. Man blir ju kn\u00e4pp av att str\u00f6sova s\u00e5d\u00e4r, kroppen tror att den f\u00e5tt tillr\u00e4ckligt med s\u00f6mn s\u00e5 man somnar inte, men man \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 helt slut.<\/p>\n

Nu till det viktiga i sammanhanget:<\/strong><\/p>\n

Det var ok. Jag blev inte r\u00e4dd.<\/p>\n

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